Everything about his legendary journey in this world.

23 December 2013

The Nature of Hatred and Forgiveness


Our lives have underscored the common concept of hate and forgiveness among human. As part of our nature, the essence of hating and forgiving emanates from our desires to satisfy our hearts and minds. We tend to hate because we cannot accept the illicit acts of others; we hate because we cannot take into our mind the nonsensical thoughts of the bad things other people are committing. On the contrary, we forgive because it brings serenity in our hearts; we forgive because it puts our minds at ease. As you can see, we are created to experience both. But which is more powerful between hatred and Forgiveness? I’m here to give a pragmatic discussion on the opposing powers of the two most powerful facets of human nature.

From the beginning of time, I was trained to become a forgiving child. I was always thought that forgiveness consoles the soul and quenches one’s mind… Indeed, forgiving is truly enjoyable. I learned to forgive and forget the easy way. But as years went by, there was a shift in my ideals. I asked myself what’s the real essence of forgiving? What if by forgiving, I am only spoiling the person to do same act again and again? What if I am making the person worse because I’m telling him that it’s okay and nothing's wrong? My point is that forgiveness sometimes has it flaws. Forgiveness is good, but we must always tell those who committed the sin that it was indeed wrong and that he deserves to reflect on his behavior. Forgive and forget but do not forget to tell the person that he must feel sorry and that he needs to change for the better. Forgiving is natural to us. Just like God, as we are created in His likeness, we do have the ability to give other people their much deserved second chance. This sounds easy right? The sad thing is that forgiving is as difficult as climbing the Everest. It is possible, but you must have the courage and the will to do so. And it is with this reason that we tend to lean on the easier but more stressful thing which is hatred.

Hatred is one of the most puzzling emotions. It’s like a flame scattering like wildfire in one’s system. The moment you start to hate, you are throwing yourself to the pit of bitterness and anger. This bottomless pit will swallow your system and transform you to a man of absurd negativities. Nevertheless, hatred is sometimes good. We must hate as it is part of our human nature, but we must hate the right things. We must hate sin, we must hate the devil and we must hate those acts which disobey the will of God. While we must hate sin, we should remember to forgive the sinners. As what an old adage says, “Condemn the sin not the sinner.” I’d love to elaborate on this part, but it is unnecessary as the focal thing regarding our need to forgive is settled in one scope - If God was able to forgive, why can’t we? We must embrace those who committed wrong and we must treat them as patients who need to regain the spirit of valuing and loving the will of God. Let us all learn to forget and forgive. Moreover, let us keep our hearts and mind in serenity by not allowing hatred to reside within us. Be free and feel free. Again, forgive and forget!

09 December 2013

Life is a Big Ha!



Disgust across thy broadest heavens
‘Tis never ending flow of heavy fears
Anger within thy hearts has broaden
A resonance of madness and tears

Ha! Life is surely a maze of mess
A dazzling wagon in a lonely street
There are those who quench with success
Others bathe in the bitterness of defeats

What’s the use of fighting for survival?
When in the end, all must rest in peace.
We are just part of the world’s disposal.
Bear no more, in rest we’re at ease.

Life is Big Ha! Eternally filled with disgust
With lust and the trivial things unmasked
Life is Big Ha! It’s a never-ending holocaust
One is bounded to move along this track

But live not in fear of the mundane end
Oust yourself from thy comfort zone
Stand, get stumbled and learn to bend
Take its dooms, enjoy each storm.

13 September 2013

The Last Man Standing

Sun rays are striking straight to my skin as I get to walk another mile to reach the demilitarized zone. It has always been like this ever since the great nuclear disaster of 2020. The explosion which was able to wipe out 95% of the human population is still haunting the entire world as mutant animals and high level of radioactivity makes everyday living a nightmare. I was one of the lucky few who have survived the explosion. Working as an underwater scientist, we were having a deep water exploration in the pacific when the accident did occur. I can barely think how chaotic it must have been atop the ocean.

“Beep Beep Beep”, my phone started ringing.

“Hello Lieutenant X775A! You are directed to proceed to the laboratory of biological studies.” a synthesized voice said on my radio.

“What nightmare shall we face this time?” I asked myself.

Ever since we abandoned earth and decided to establish a settlement on the surface of the moon, we have been visiting it to check for signs of human life, but what we have found for the last 10 years are mutant animals possessing mutated characteristics. A fish with feathers swimming in the ocean floor, a dog with x-ray vision, a rat as big as a 3-storey building and a carnivorous tree - these are few of the bizarre things we have found on earth. Out team have scanned most of the places, but we have found not a single human who was able to sustain under such amount of radiation.

“Hey Lieutenant X775A!” lieutenant X346Q greeted, “I have been anticipating your arrival.”

“What’s the fuzz all about?” me asking Lieutenant X346Q.

“We are tracing some abnormal microbial activity near the pacific ocean.” my lady partner uttered.

“What now?” I exclaimed, “We have been tracing such activity in the past. I was thinking of some new findings regarding our search for human life.”

I was a little bit disgusted to hear it, but my interest was caught after seeing the satellite images. A big pit filled with corpses of dead mutant animals. I was even surprised to see that the imagery was taken from a group of island on the western board of the Pacific Ocean. The nuclear disaster which did occur 20 years ago happened there. So if this is a sign of survivor, how did they survive?

The chief of the settlement ordered us to conduct investigation on the event. Earlier, a robotic fleet was sent to gather specimen from the pit. It is 1800H and we decided to conduct survey the next morning. Feeling a little bit uneasy, I decided to check the specimens.

“I am examining specimen A-01 from the pit. It appears like the genetic structure of the specimen is somehow similar to that of a water buffalo but with some genetic modification.” me recording my voice.

While my eyes were on the ocular of the microscope, the sound of the alarm has brought me to a state of panic. (What is wrong?) I immediately rushed to the command center to execute certain protocols.

“Sir, our engines are destroyed. The power center is damaged and we are currently running on back-up.” Lieutenant X346Q reported.

The uneasy feeling I have been hiding all this time is starting build up on my face. I can feel that something is wrong. I went to check the surveillance video and was startled by the scenes I came across.

“Attention Command Center this is lieutenant X775A. I am sending some footage regarding the inflicted the damage on our ship.” I voiced over the radio.

“This is Command Center; please inform your captain that your ship is placed on a Code Red status. You cannot proceed nor do any action without authorization from the Command Center. Do you copy that?” The command center officer said.

“Yes sir, copied.” I replied.

I was just about to report to the captain when my surrounding went black. I am not able to see not even a single drop of light. The image of a child levitating and throwing some metal like pieces to machine was flashing in my memories. I was worried that the child entered our ship and that he is about to kill us all. With so much fear in me, I manage to find my way back to my quarter where I have my personal emergency kit. Having grabbed the flashlight, my next move was to load my laser beam shooter with ion rods.

Kaboom! The sound of a big explosion has demobilized me as I nervously see the flame rushing straight in front of my eyes. Before it gets to burn my body; I was able to grab a large sheet of metal, probably debris coming from the explosion, just in time to secure me from the scorching heat. In no time, the flame started to subdue and I was forced to drop the flaming hot metal I was holding earlier.

By the time the metal landed on the floor, I started seeing the silhouette of a child. This has brought me so much terror that I grabbed my laser beam and started shooting towards that direction. It’s getting closer to me and I can now barely see the face of an innocent child. Who is this kid and why is he doing this to us? The leaser gun got depleted but nothing has happened. I was in a close distance from the child and was filled with terror.

“Why did you leave us?” The child started crying.

No matter how much I struggle to utter words, my lips are incapacitated to do so. I was in a state of total shock. Though filled with fears, I grabbed the child and hugged him. I was then crying and memories from the child’s past started flashing in my mind.

“Lieutenant X775A can you hear me now?” a strange female voice asked me.

“Who are you and what is this place?” I replied.

I later found out that I was actually lying in a hospital bed back on the moon settlement. The nurse informed me that I was the only survivor rescued from the mission sent to earth. This has caused me so much sorrow that it felt like my heart was bleeding. Why have I not just died? I started recalling fragments of memories from what has happened to me and I then realized what happened that very moment I hugged the child.

Days have passed and I have fully recovered. I was tasked to report to the investigation committee regarding the mission. I will tell them what happened and what I have found out about the world. I want to shed light to the mysteries of the nuclear disaster 20 years ago.

As I was about to speak I get to remember the last few words of the child.

“...Mistakes of the past can no longer be corrected. If you want to help us down here, do it by commemorating the past and making sure that it shall not happen again. You can salvage this world and find us, but let me tell you this - Your quest of finding the last man standing will not make the sacrifices of a large part of the human population serve its purpose. You continue living for us, that’s all we ask.”

I decided to respect what the child has delivered in a collective thought for the people down there. In front of the investigation panel, I made my explanation short.

“What exists down there is a product of our past mistakes. Finding and knowing more about them will only aggravate the sorrow of their hearts. The earth may have our past, but living in the past is surely not good. Let us move forward and make sure that the sacrifices they have made will shed to a better human civilization.”

I walked out from the investigation room full of hope, reformed and ready to forget the past to look for the better future.

10 April 2013

Live Like a Butterfly



Fly high! Fly High!
Span your wings up to the sky
Reach the heavens, touch the moon
Look down to earth, see its doom

Be Colorful! Be Colorful!
Live a life of rainbows
Forget all your sorrows
Paint thy earth’s meadows
Paint it good and Let it Glow!

Live Well! Live Well!
Make the most of each day
Don’t worry and be happy
Accept defeats, but thirst for Victory!

Yes Transform! Yes Transform!
Change, but always for the good
Afraid not be to take new roads
Make thy dreams so broad

Sleep in Peace! Sleep in Peace!
Beauty can be permanent
But in peace one must rest
For life is nothing but a journey
It ends just a smile away

Live Like a Butterfly
Dream Big, Fly High!
Be Colorful, Live Well!
Learn to transform
Get out from your norms

Yes Live! Live like a Buttery
Be Happy and learn to smile
You got to conquer a thousand miles
For in the end, you can beautifully die.